Still in a Funk

2-18-09 M-Even with my best efforts I"m still a mess.. the breakup is taking it's toll and I've been eating my way through everything. My one true saving grace has been Ricks wonderful kindness and support. While I applaud him and am happy for him I"m a little pissy he's frankly kicking my ass! I keep hoping something will jar me out of this funk and get me moving again. Each morning I wake up and think today's the day. I'm gonna really do this . Then fall back into my old pattern of having a healthy breakfast.. a decent lunch then snack.. snack snack. Ugh..